Reset, realign and refocus

I’ve been a little lost this year, well, probably the last 18 months. This week, in a artist development group we answered a few questions around our art practice and my answers left me questioning everything. The questions I really struggled with were:

What do you think you are talents & skills?
I struggled to answer. A: Having ideas/concepts to design to initial work.

What questions go through your mind while you work? This one as an over thinker was interesting…A: How do I grow? What’s next? How do I keep up? Why do I need to? How do I let go?

What are some of your invisible rules in your practice? Which of these do you let go of?
1. I work in quilts that are created for both a quilt show and art exhibition.
2. A finished art piece is a large quilt, other works I don’t count. (This is the one I need to reframe the most).

In my corporate job (of 25 years), every year I would meet with my managers and we would review the company’s goals and align our business goals and plans, and provide measurements to keep track of how we are performing. I have continued that practice with my art career. Each year I set my business goals which I align with my strategic goals & values of my art career & business. I did not do that this year which I think is part of this uncertainty. So let’s start here and do a reset both in my practice and thoughts, realign where I need to and refocus to reach my goals I have for these last few months.

How do I describe my practice and what is important to me?

These were my previous strategic goals and value (“why”)

  • Support and promote quilts in the art world so they are seen as art. I would like to see quilts valued for their beauty, the work & technique that goes into them, and the storytelling and history within quilts
  • Be financially stable by at least covering costs to allow me to continue being a full-time artist.
  • Be an active member in the art community and give back, as being a part of a community is a fundamental value that I had growing up, and moving countries over the years it has remained essential.

I think these still are true but my practice has expanded with other mediums and I would like room to grow, so I am adding:

  • Exploring growth through experimentation in my practice as it allows me to continue seeing the world differently and I may have different experiences that feed into the next etc.

Next…”What” business goals will help me achieve these and stay align to these?

Strategic Goal & ValuesBusiness goals
Support & promote quilts in the art worldCreate New Work
Exhibit my Quilts
Curate a Textile or Fiber Show
Share other Quilt & Fiber works | Artists
Financially StableSell Artworks
Teach Classes
Introduce other Revenue Streams
CommunityFacilitate Community Activities with my studio Colleagues
Network with other Artists
Volunteer with Art Organizations
Experimentation & GrowthAttend Residencies
Nuture Creative Avenues for Experimentation
Give Myself Grace

Now, to put these into actionable activities (the how) for this quarter

Strategic Goal & ValuesBusiness goalsActions & Activities
Support & promote quilts in the art worldCreate New Work Finish one large unfinished piece before the end
Outline and plan out quilts for one new exhibit
Exhibit my QuiltsApply for 1-2 solo shows before the end of the year
Apply for 1-2 group shows before the end of the year
Curate a Textile or Fiber Show COMPLETED 2026 (Curated show at Artspace & facilitated/supported local opportunities around QuiltCon)
Review Opportunities for 2027 and outline one exhibition idea
Share other Quilt & Fiber works | ArtistsShare 1-2 Quilt & Fiber works every month on Instagram.
Financially StableSell ArtworksReach out to 2-5 people and set up at least 2 studio visits.
Sign up for Artist programs at 1-2 Art Consultants (provide higher quality images)
Teach ClassesTeach at one Guild before the year end
Apply to 1-2 new events for 2027
Open up teaching calendar for 2027
Introduce other Revenue StreamsCreate 20-30 Device stands for Markets & local retail stores (resell)
Create Prints and Greeting Cards for Markets * local retail stores (resell)
Investigate Consulting as a Business Operations Manager for artists or art organizations.
Reframe as a JobCreate regular hours and clock in & out
Analyze and manage time & activities so that:
Creating 60%
Admin 20%
Networking 20%
CommunityFacilitate Community ActivitiesHost Sip+Stitch
Continue community activities within Artspace Studio Artists – ArtSide Chat
Network with other ArtistsMeet with 1-2 Artists each month
Attend 1-2 Art Events each month
Volunteer with Art Organizations Volunteer ideas and help out at ArtSpace when needed
Volunteer up to 10 hours/wk with VAE
Experimentation & GrowthAttend ResidenciesAttend Creative Retreat in October
Apply for 1-3 Residencies for 2027 focused on research project or new exhibition or experimentation flesh out an idea
Nuture Creative Avenues for ExperimentationSelect one research topic for possible future exhibit
Create an ideas jar & choose 1 each month to experiment with.
Allow at least 5 hours a week for experimentation and growth activities
Give Myself Grace Allow failure, try to fail fast and not get hung up on the project.
Allow grace for not producing as each experiment could lead to something else.

Is this something you do? Is it something you need help doing?

I do have a short 2-3 hour class that I work with people on coming up with a similar plan. I also talk with groups on how to start mapping out plan that works for their business or career.

Here’s to my resetting, aligning and being more focussed in the last quarter of the year. I’ll update you all soon.

Quarterly Update

Not quite a quarterly update, and I realized that I did not post about my goals here, on my blog. So, let’s start by sharing my goals and how they are going now that we are a third way through the year.

Solo Show Goals:

Finish All 10-11 Pieces COMPLETED
Enjoy the experience which means for me accept that the residency was for experimentation not perfection COMPLETED
Set-up a couple of Studio Visits Had 1 Studio Visit

Overall, my solo show went really well. Two of my three events had great attendance and participation. I loved how all the pieces came together in the space.

I did also have some other art goals I would like to accomplish this year. So far things are going really well. Here’s how they are tracking :

Exhibit in a Museum COMPLETED (See my piece through July at NC Museum of Art)
Working on exhibiting outside of NC via art institutions (already exhibit outside of NC for quilts events) – Artfields, SC (Ford + Son); 26 April – 4 May 2024
– Solo Exhibition “Eyes Wide Open”, Petersburg, VA; 14 June – 3 August 2024
Find a Artist Studio in the triangle COMPLETED – Have a studio at ArtSpace!!
Keep putting myself out there and be open for opportunities See application updates below
Continue to meet new people/support artist I’ve met in my local community ON-GOING
Finanicial Goals – Cover expenses ~$20,000 3/4 of goal and expenses are covered
Be represented by a Gallery or work with Art Consultants Not followed through yet

Applications have been surprisingly successful. Here are the ones I have applied too so far this year.

Artist in Residence

Residency Program Works Submitted Result Cost Calendar
Ox-Bow Summer Artist in Residence Colosseum, Ford+Son, Rails II, Walled, Broken Trellis, Aroha, Home, Study No. 3, New York Highline, City Bustle Accepted NA 26 May – !5 June 2024

Exhibitions/ Shows

Applied for Shows Works Submitted Result Cost of Submission Calendar
Solo Exhibition – Eyes Wide Open 20 – 24 pieces Accepted NA Petersburg, VA
14 June – 3 August 2024
Coined in the South Rails II, Colosseum, Crack of Light TBD (06/28) $40Installation Dates: August 1, 2024 – Nov 1, 2024
Exhibition dates: December 14, 2024 to April 27, 2025
Durham Art Guild Members Show COVID Mash-up non-juried $0 June 14 – July 29, 2024
Sisters Outdoor Quilt Show Broken Trellis, Rails II Teacher’s Exhibition $0 July 13th
PIQF Rails II TBD (06/21) $40Pacific International Quilt Festival, July 24 – 27, 2024

Fellowships and Grants

Name Result Cost
South Arts Fellowship Declined $25
Hopper Prize TBD $35

This year, I also wanted to include health goals as these tend to be the last ones I accomplish. Overall, these are going better than past years but I still have to work on consistency.

Loose weight ~40 pounds Doing well, DOWN 17 pounds
Start Walking Regularly Working on consistency
Set-up Monthly Photography outings for getting out and walking – Set up a 30 day challenge that I’m doing now (struggling for every day)
– Plan on 2-3 outings for June in MI and 2 weeks for vacation in OR in July
Make all my screenings Still to Organize

I am so thankful for all the things that have come to fruition and excited for the things to come. I have some larger goals I want to accomplish but I’m still working through what those look like.

Right now, I want to give myself some space to experiment and play with some ideas and see where that leads. More to come.

Durham Art Guild Artist in Residence Experience

My time with the Durham Art Guild (DAG), as an artist in residence (AiR) has come to an end. It was bittersweet, excited about the new opportunities in front of me (more to come) but sad I won’t see everyone as often. I can highly recommend this 6-month (ish) artist in residence. I got so much out of it.

DAG Studio Space at Durham Bottling Company

I learned a lot about myself through this residence, which could be in part due to the fact I had a lot to learn about being a full-time artist for the first time in my life. Things I learned about myself:

  • I am scheduled driven person. Once I left corporate I thought I would never need scheduled meeting requests have my daily life ruled by planned activities. I was so wrong. I need all my meetings in my outlook calendar or I forget. I also need a weekly planner. I have much better focus and also tend to accomplish things with a weekly plan. It is really just a list for me, broken into three parts – Things I want to get done this week (art, business or home activities), stretch goals (activities I would love to do if I have extra time) and lastly things carried over from the previous week which have highest priority.
  • I enjoy working in a studio whether at home or outside the home. It is harder to have two spaces though, as you either need two of everything or you need to know what you need to bring with you depending on what you are working on.
  • As an introvert, I still find it hard to talk about my art but its easier if I take someone with me especially someone that will help promote my work.
  • I’m ok at administration tasks but terrible at the accounting side of my business (as in collecting receipts, mileage, and taxes etc. )
  • I need community and access within a future studio space outside my house. If I don’t get those things in a studio space, I can work from home.
  • I am terrible about asking for help but I learned when asked not to always jump to “I’m OK” and take time to think about items where I didn’t need to complete them on my own.
  • I got a lot out of hanging work I might now have shown if I had more time or I wasn’t restricted to only new work for the show. There was a lot of positive feedback and folks connecting to those pieces I wasn’t sure about. Seeing all the pieces together and hung also gave me a different perspective which let me accept all the pieces.
Fellow AiR (L-R): Delayna Robbins, me, Sanjé James, and Mentor Isabel Lu

Photo: Danny Peña ( IG: @pen_yah)

The residency not only gave me insights into myself but also provide me:

  • A close group of people who were my fellow AiR, DAG staff and also, our mentors in the program who I would consider friends. This was the best part of the residency. I cherish the friendships made.
  • Networking opportunities. I tried to attend and submit to every event DAG provided or shared. With this I met some more wonderful people, that I need to know in the art community, and other wonderful artists who I can converse with and learn from.
  • New Opportunities like First Christmas Market, First Critique, Second Solo Exhibition and more.
  • Opportunity to experiment and produce new work for 6-8 months.
  • Studio Space outside the house for free was invaluable, especially to work out what I need in a studio space if I was to pay for one outside my house.
  • Provided me additional skills in organizing a solo exhibition. Check out my checklist for a show.
Part of my Solo Exhibition Space

Photo: Danny Peña ( IG: @pen_yah)

There are things I wish I had known before or within the first month of the residence and things I would change:

  • I might have missed this originally or it didn’t sink in….The solo show was going to consist of just new work created during the 6-8 month residence. For me, this meant experimenting was really limited to the first two months, as I needed to start finishing things for the show. It worked out for the space 6-8 new pieces were needed for the gallery. I actually wish the residency could be longer to get more time to experiment.
  • A guide on what is needed for a successful solo show. Activities list, I should look at and dates in which I should have these completed.

Other than that, the experience is amazing, something every artist should get a chance to experience (especially as an emerging artist).

DAG Critique

Photo: Jacqueline Dulin (IG: @significantform)

If you are interested, the 2024 -2025 program (July – December with a show in 2025) is currently open for applications. You can apply here by 1st May 2024.